[14-1114] your nearness

I could not breathe, I could not look up, I could not move

a single breath, a single glance, a slight twitch of a fingertip could break all of me

after all these years, you still paralyze me.

[14-1113] then I am glad at least you are at ease....

blind love - cnblue

will this love fade with each passing season...?

your smile I can't erase,

memories tangle with scent of flowers all around

I'm missing you

Oh girl you are meant for me

Thought you were mine

I hate you, I resent you, I miss you so I cry

will this love fade with each passing season...?

you're nearer when I close my eyes

but will I forget you...someday...?

once there was love so beautiful

I reminisce the moment we kissed, the moment frozen in time

I'm missing you

Oh girl you are meant for me

Thought you were mine

I cry, I swear, I miss you so I laugh

is this love like petals of flower...?

they fall, they scratch my wounded heart

you who left me, are you relieved now that the troubles have passed

then I am glad

at least you're at ease....

can I erase you out of my mind?

you're nearer when I close my eyes

but will I forget you...

someday...?

[120612] Falling Slowly

The song came one, suddenly and unexpectedly. The time sprang backward four years. My heart beat strong and fast, yet tangled in the desires that my head sometimes forgets.

again - 111026

you, in my dream again.


...why?

crying -111010

I was all right for a while


I could smile for a while


but I saw you last night


You held my hand so tight


When you stopped to say hello


you wished me well


You couldn’t tell that


I’ve been crying over you,


Crying over you and you said "so long"


Left me standing all alone,


Alone and crying, crying, crying, crying


It’s hard to understand


but the touch of your hand can start me crying

I thought that I was over you


But it’s true, so true


I love you even more than I did before


But darling, what can I do?


For you don’t love me

and I’ll always be


Crying over you, crying over you


yes now you’re gone


and from this moment on, I’ll be crying,

Yeah, crying, crying over you



 
It began there, at the train station in the eastern Taegu.
It took so long to get there, to leave you there, my memories of you in trash.
That's how I wanted to remember it all.

How foolishly I crumble, at the very sight of you.

Now I must journey back to the old train station.
I know not whether I want to make sure I left you there...or to retrieve you.
But this journey won't be for a while,
For I am too weary and vain...and maybe just a little bit apprehensive.