Thursday, August 30, 2007

[trip] Michigan - Prologue

Death does not exist in Onekama.

But of course, things die there every day. During one morning's walk alone, I saw two dead salmons, one floating on water and the other beached ashore, its flesh torn by the hungry birds. I know that the monotonous sound of the cicada I heard on my first day did not belong to the one making same such sound on the day I was leaving--these poor insects live but a week after spending seven years buried underground. Raccoons and possums, all victims of road kill, lay lifeless along the sides of the road everywhere. Even the history of each of the houses there involve deaths of someone or another. But all these deaths are merely a part of regenerative cycle of life itself. Without any philosophical or metaphysical concepts tied to their ends, it is unnecessary to distinguish "death" from "life".

And thus death, as I know it, does not exist in Onekama.




Friday, August 10, 2007

XXXVIII - Gustavo Adolfo Becquer


Los suspiros son aire y van al aire,
Las lágrimas son agua y van al mar.
Dime, mujer, cuando el amor se olvida
¿sabes tú adónde va?



Marc Chagall, Lovers' Dream

Thursday, August 9, 2007

[dream] In the monastery, 070809

A dozen priests and a dozen nuns live in a remote monastery up in the mountains. The late night supper is taking place in a dimly lit hall, with a humble meal fit for such setting. The nuns are as saintly as can be, and they sit quietly in their seats. The priests, on the other hand, are all thugs. They are disorganized and boisterous as they stand around the table.

Elsewhere in the cloister, Beethoven's Ninth Symphony, represented in five thick encyclopedic volumes of books, are deteriorating, rapidly, visibly.




Saturday, August 4, 2007

[dream] Lost Face, 070804

Men dressed in tuxedos, easily a couple hundred in number, were involved in a game of dodge ball. To distinguish one from the other was an impossibility, and I managed not to find the person I was looking for. In what was supposed to be a festive occasion, I found no joy.

It was my first dream after a seemingly long absence of dreams.



Friday, August 3, 2007

9 at the Bowl

My meager writing skill was pimped out for two free box seat tickets and a parking pass at the Hollywood Bowl. Wonder what I need to sell out next for free meals from the Patina Group....

The Last Symphony